Just Too Much

I wrote this earlier in the day. I just want to share it now.

I was doing my school work and I had to stop and clear my head.

I am fed up of everything. I don't care even when I do care. These feelings, thoughts are not right for me. They surround my every other thought I am having. I can't help feeling like this. That everything won't be right.

I need a change in things and a hope of everything being better though it seems sh!tty.

I do believe that everything will work out for the better. I just can not make myself believe it right now. I hope i can find "hope". And early too.