Poem Poem

As Moments Pass

I stood there, confused.
Only one word I thought
As I stared at my hands.
He sat on a chair,
Away from me.
I am glad he is not close,
But he can be further.
Just one hour ago,
I loved him to the end of time.
Just a half hour ago,
He shared a heart-breaking secret.
Just fifteen minutes ago,
Our love was changed completely
And now, just one minute ago,
I decided to stop loving him,
And to leave him to
His world of heart-breaking secrets.

Tid-bits

A year has passed by. I not much to report for this quiet year. I made some resolutions last year. I didn't stick to it as i wanted but i still did something.

I have no idea what is in store. I know i have to start taking some more control in my life making things happen. I am working on it.

Poem Poem

My Lying Eyes

He stood there staring into my eyes.
Deep into my eyes, searching for the truth.
I kept looking at him, but I said nothing.
Then he took my hand and spoke,
"I know that you love me.
I can see it in your eyes.
The seed of love has planted
And is growing tall through your limbs."
I listen to his speech with a smile on my lips.
I am happy that he love me so.
And that he can love me so strongly.
But his loving face will change
If he knows my eyes are lying.

Poetry Post

Challenges of Love... err, Life

Some people are fortunate.
Their perfect others
Were always a stone throw away.
But others have to search.
Others like me, that
Believe my half is just,
Hopefully, around the corner,
In the store or in the bus.
Why is love, I mean, life,
Forgive me, is so hard.
Why not, when we reach
Adult age given a post-it
With our perfect others info.
Why weren't we given
Matching bracelets, or something.
Just anything, to make it simpler.
Then love, I mean,life
Wouldn't be so hard.

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You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Poetry Time Again

Lost In Thoughts

Falling deeper and deeper.
Into my thoughts,
That opening my eyes
I don't recognize my reality.
Nothing familiar, but yet everything
Is still the same.
With closed eyes
I reach the bottom
Of my sad my thoughts.
I feel my emotions
Rising through my body
Beginning to choke my heart
And squeeze my lungs from breathing.
As my eyes open,
Tears escape to roll quickly
Down to my neck
To be lost in my clothes.
I am angry I cannot control
My feelings, but my thoughts,
It wouldn't stop
Til it is expressed.