Eyes

To the eyes of the Lord, every Man is perfect. But to the eyes of Men, every Man contains a flaw. They may see it as being a pyhsical, mental or spiritual flaw. However, in the hearts of Men, their soul mates are perfect in every way.

Any thoughts on this?

Odd Duck Out

I really wish that I can tell the future. Sometimes I just really need to know some things. It is hard for me sometimes to understand those close to me for they can really, I wouldn't say hurt, but they do effect me mentally and emotionally. I am at a lost again. At a lost in this family, Sometimes I do really feel like the odd duck out in this family. A feeling I had that is always coming back.
I never have a voice in this family and may never will.
Will I ever find peace with that? That is a question only time will tell.
I have given my time to understand them, but it seems that they don't care to understand me. Soon I may stop trying. Soon I may not even care.

Place In Our Hearts

I wrote this a day while i was listening to a song:

Why don't we go
To a place we found
In our hearts.
Stay there and feel
Warm from our love.
Cry for them who will
Never experience this.
Smile with those
Who can understand this love.

blog hop

i haven't blog hop much these past few, what, days, weeks, or even a month or so. i have to do some browsing to see what kind of minds are out there and also i have to update my blog reading list. there are blogs that worth mention.

Observe

Oh, I don't know where I am again these days. I am just observing everything again and not partaking. I like to just listen at times but I don't want to left behind. So as I am getting older, I am taking on my responsibilities. I handle my stories and don't ask for much. I use to tell people that if I ask for something is because I really need it. If I want something badly, I will get it for myself or do without because it is not important. I like to observe people. Me ain't no stalker so don't get twisted. I watch how some people interact will certain people, their personality and character. Off the bat of just seeing someone, I know if I even want to small talk to be their friends.

I will continue later!

Reading

Excuse me please, if this post doesn't flow. It is hard to keep a thought and listen and sing along with music.
I read over some of my older posts the other day. Reading the words, I couldn't remember that day. I couldn't remember the mood and meaning why I made that post. It was just my outlet. I still find it is easier to write than type but I have never kept a hard copy journal before. Some how that still requires me being determine to keep writing in it. When I was reading over my posts, I started to think about my limited talents. They, being my talents, are only based in my creativity. My drawing, my poem writing and my small time designing webpage and cd covers. This blog and my page at blackplanet are my two longest projects that I have ever held on to. So I am proud for that.