Secrets, Only Secrets

Tonight, I am going to address "Secrets amongst friends." Personally, I have no problem with this. I can tell one friend something that I won't tell another for different kinds of reasons. I, then, won't have a problem with some one keeping something from me because I am very secretive. But, I will have a problem when some one is talking in code in front of a person or a group. It is even worse when the code-speaking person don't know how to speak in code. This happen to me the other evening. I got a friend that always have a secret to tell. Always have something that "you can't tell you know who". For that, I am avoiding that friend. It is no way, I am letting this person dump a shit-fucking-load of information they think secret when so much people already know. It is bad, keeping all this shit in when I am getting upset. But it have been a while since my friend told me anything and I am glad. But I found out from other people my friend secrets and I saw with my every own eyes. I also very easily connect the dots in her code language. My friend still got alot to learn.

Questions

Is it human nature to question every single thing? Must we pull apart every thought we had or somebody else had? We can't we sometimes just accept what a person claims to be the truth. For one simple reason, we can't.

We have to and always will question something or someone. I guess it is human nature because it is how we survive. We need to believe in something, so we tear it apart with questions for the reasons why we believe.

I ask myself sometimes why I cling to a song. I have no better reason to answer with than that the song speaks to me.

I ask myself sometimes why I believe in fantasies. I have no better reason to answer with than that I choose to believe that there can be a safe world.

I ask myself sometimes why I keep may problems to myself. All I can say is that is the why I am.

By asking myself questions, I see who or just a part of who I am.

Quiz Crazy Baby!!!

Man, I went quiz crazy. What else can I do now at 2:37am. I shouldn't have slept during the day.

You Are a Snarky Blogger!

You've got a razor sharp wit that bloggers are secretly scared of. And that's why they read your posts as often as they can!

What kind of blogger are you?

You Are the Peacemaker

9 You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

What number are you?

Wasting My Cells

I saw a commerical the other day about some Real Gilligan's Island. I started to think how come Mary-Ann and Ginger never got pregnant. I mean, they were on the island for some good years and it seem that they had no sex. Well, maybe they had sex but not the baby making kind.

Some quizzes I did:


Your anime hair color is green.


What is your anime hair color?
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Graduation Came And Went

Ah yes! One chapter of my life has been closed but not sealed shut. It will be a time I will always reflected upon. The two years I spent there went faster then I can imagine. I didnot realise I was losing precious time with my friends, but we did have some great moments.

Searching For My Neverland

I wonder where's my Neverland. I love the story of Peter Pan. A boy that never wanted to grow up. I know if I was Wendy, I would have stayed in Neverland. But we all have to grow up. We have to grow old if we are given the chance.

I know where my mental Neverland is but I want to find my physical Neverland. I wonder, can my Neverland be a person or must it be a place. I wonder where my search will carry me. What people and places will see. I have to begin my search

Damn!!!!

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i wish i
was drunk, high
or something
right now.

Stinking Question

"what do you want from life?"

i just hate people to ask me that. i know some people will know what to say and will answer with the utmost confidence, but i just don't know. sometimes, what a person wants is what they don't need. once, i had answer as soon as that question was asked. i responded by saying, "i just want to survive." that person appreciated my answer but i wished i wasn't asked. i believe what we want out of life is changed with every decision we make along the way. sometimes, we make a plan for our life and people and things come in that we changed to a different goal.

live so much for the moment that i cant say what i want long term. the lord knows what i need and he knows what i ask for. if i ask him for something and it wasnt granted to me, it is because i dont need it.

do anyone really know what they really need out of life?