Mystery of a crush

I was thinking about crushes that I have liked. I, however, don’t like to use the word “crush”. To me, it feels like you putting yourself on a person. Weighing them down with all the special attention, with all the compliments and with all the flirting. I like to say “I just have a thing for him”. You may wonder why I used to word “thing”. I used it because I know myself. I know that there are guys that I like from a distance. They don’t know that you like them. There are some guys though, when they find out you like them, you start to see the flaws. All the ass-ness in them comes out. It then makes you wonder what were you thinking. Making you lose that thing that they had that made you interested.