Truth Or Dare: I mumbled "truth"

Nikki question for me:

"What is the worst heartbreak you've experienced and who was the one who orchestrated it? Details requested please."

For my young years, I haven't placed myself in the position as yet to get my heart broken. I have though, broken a few hearts. But the closest I have gotten to heartbreak, would be for a recent crush I have for a guy name Lyndon. He's in a senior position higher than me in work. The first time I saw him, I liked him for the pretty factor. This boy, in my eyes, was fine! Then from getting to know him, I liked him for the playful factor that he has. He is overall a very caring and generous person. At times I used to think that he might like me for how he was always teasing me. But I have lead to believe this isn't so.

I have been told that he liked one of my past co-workers. Now, I believe he likes one of my good friend. I wanted to hint to him a time that I like him very much, but I afraid to do so. I even wrote a poem about him. I even showed it to him, but I lied to him when he asked who the person I was thinking about when I wrote. I am too afraid to say anything now. Maybe, whenever I leave that employment, so that way I wouldn't see him everyday if he doesn't share a tiny bit of feeling for me that way.

I know this wouldn't even compared to the most painful heartbreak, but it is still a strain on the heart.