Poetry vibes 3

For all...

You left me for another, as you
Said you didn't really want me.
Though you were gone, you kept
Yours eyes on me and saw,
For all the sad I was sad,
I didn't beg for you back.
For all the sad I was sad,
I didn't just stay at home.
For all the sad I was sad,
I wasn't afraid to smile at other guys.
Now for some reason, you would
Like to have me back in your life.
But, for all the sad I was sad,
I made myself think clearly.
For I realise, I didn't love you.
I just love the thought of having you.
So after the sadness past,
I am better being without you.