Looking

I feel like I am losing track of me. I am a way these certains days that I am going to try to stop. I didn't actually make myself like that but I know I cant stop, so I will. I know that in this life I will meet different kinds of people, listen to different types of music and taste different flavours that food holds. I know that everyone has secrets. Everyone has something that they prefer they only know. I understand that people have different attitudes towards different topics and ideas. Like I was saying, I know me. But the me that I want to be is still afraid to scream and shout out loud.