T.V. is good

I was watching a show on Lifetime a morning. On a espiode of "Still Standing", the wife wanted the husband to write her letter she would find if he was dead, and vice versa. So I thought of one that I would write. It goes something like this:

Dear honey,
You wanted us to share something of our life together. I know there were times that we didn't agree on things. But to my memory, those wer small times. The biggest moments, were of our love. We were always laughing when there were no joke, and sharing sweet gentle caresses while watching t.v. But, honey, the most I will miss will always be you. You was my love. My symbol for our love was always you. I love you. Be strong, honey.
Bye.

Ever Heard Me Ramble?

I have renewed my love of reading. I love fictional books. I love anything that follows my mind to travel to places unknown to me. I bought a book yesterday. It is called "Sex, lies and online dating" by Rachel Gibson. It is interesting.

I also did some reading on meanings of dreams and some things from Edgar Cayce. But you can not really relaxing with books like that.

I love blushing for the character and laughing with them. I hardly cry though. Not even hardly, I don't cry. Well I can't remember at this moment.

Besides reading, I love to watch movies. Especially karate movies. I like I tell my friends. I can't do those things so, I watch them and dream. Recently, I had watched Ong Bak, Ong Bak 2, Drunken Monkey and Azumi. I love Ong Bak.

I must promise myself to learn how to defend myself from attacks. That would be cool when the bandit didn't suspect that miss-nice-walk can grab you by the arm and fling you over her back. And I will kick you while you are down. I would love to learn Tai Chi for meditation and Muay Thai for fighting. But Muay Thai is a dream, I know that.

I am listening to music alot these days. I am finally buying music again. From each cd that I listen to, there are songs that I listen to over and over.

1. Heather Headly - In My Mind
   In my mind
   Back when it was
   What's not being said
2. Mary J. Blige - The Breakthrough
   I found my everything in you
   Take me as I am
3. Rob Thomas - ...Something To Be
   Ever the same
   When the heartache ends
   Something to be
   All that I am
   Problem Girl
4. Shakira - Oral Fixation
   How Do You Do
5. Pink - I'm Not Dead
   Who knew
   Long way to happy
   Nobody knows
   Dear Mr. President

Well, I finally think I am out of breath. Enough rambling for now.