Playlist

THE RULES: 10 songs that sum up your weekend . . . or were on your weekend playlist . . . and one picture that relates back.

1. Damian Marley - Welcome to jamrock album.
   
2. Jah Cure - Western Region and other various songs from his albums
   
3. Lil Vicious - I Want A New Girl
4. Mary J. Blige - I found my everything
5. Adina Howard - Lay him down
6. Public Annonucement - Sex is on my mind
7. Outkast feat. Killer Mike - All Day I Dream About Sex
8. Play N Skillz feat Krayzie Bone and Adina Howard - Freaks
9. Warren G feat. Adina Howard - Whats Love Got To Do With It
10. The Roots feat. Cody Chesnutt - Seed 2.0

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I took that from Trent. I always listening to those songs. Each song has the ability to put in that mood where I am happy with everything around me.

Yes, I do lie

Small update - my new eyes and me are adjusting some days are good, some a little tricky. More or less, it is becoming simple to have and wear contacts. Putting it in is simpler but the taking out, is still ... eh.

Any how, I will begin my post now.

I was surpirised by a comment some one made to me the other day. Basically, I believe I told him something that wasn't true and did not remember that I told him so. So when he realise the truth, he ask me if I does lie. I was thankful it was msn conversation because I was laughing. I just roll my eyes and type yes.

It made me wonder. I am the only person to tell a lie every now and again. I know people lie. And yes. People lie to their friends as well. I know a lie is a lie, but I lie about simple things. For example:

1. If I received a text message that I just don't want to address. I delete it and when they ask me about it, I play dumb. "I never get that text"

I know that may seems cruel but it really isn't. Now, while I was typing this I got sidetracked. Now this guy that I am talking about, I deleted alot of text messages from him after reading it. He is the kind of person that you feel don't think before talking. And not responding to him, was best for me, cause I felt that I could have cuss him. He is also the kind of person that acts like they doing you a favour being your friend. At the end of our conversations, I always felt like I should have cuss him just a little. I lie and told him that I had a man though I don't remember that. I had good reasons to. It seems that he was looking for a girlfriend and was acting like I should have apply. No thank you.
True, I would like to have a boyfriend but not one that would make me headline news: Girlfriend went buck wild upside boyfriend head.

It all adds up

Like I have always said before, and will continue to say, "I have come to accept and to expect certain thing in life."

1. I have come to terms that my eyesight will always be bad and that one day I may go blind.
2. I have come to realise that the guys you fall hard for, are always with someone else.
   
3. Though you are told to take chances and risks, some are not worth the fight.
   
4. Dreams that you have can be only as real as your reality lets it be.
   
5. Friends are your friends, even though you have outgrown each other.
   
6. The guys that pay attention to you, don't give you butterflies.

As I get older, things get clearer. Feelings make better decisions. And your heart makes better judgements. Each moment, you go through a trial. Each second, comes a new decision. Each minute make a new outcome. Each hour, create a new destiny. Each day, adds to your journey. Each week, adds to the sanity of your mind. Each month, adds to wonderful memories. Each year, add to your life.

It all adds up.

Why must you

I don't know why some people think that they must change somebody. If a person is content with themselves, is really up to somebody to make them acceptable for society, or at least their terms. I don't worry about much. Simple things make me happy. So therefore, I am a simple person. The one thing I don't like is somebody always making suggestions towards me. Especially, when I didn't ask for any.

But being how I am simple, I would't say anything. I will just ignore.

Cute day

I have been a lazy blogger for these past days. But, today needed mentioning. Well, some find that this day is lame. To me, I like this day. It is a cute and sweet day. In work, everybody was giving everyone chocolates and candies, it had cake and ice cream. Today was the find day that I wore my contacts whole day. I almost lost the left side last night. It fell out and I had no clue. This thing will be therapy. I hope to get the hang of it soon.

My mom strongly believes that today is only for lovers and couples. But still, Happy Valentines everybody from this quiet blogger.

My new eyes

Well as I am typing I am doing this with my new eyes. I got my contacts yesterday. They show me how to put it in and take it out. How to clean it. Just a process. So I am doing my building excerises to get accustom to the lenses. So, I will hope for the best.

Just a tidbit

My contacts arrive today. So, most likely I will go for them tomorrow. My eye doctor wnats me to wear them at home first for a month to get accustom. This week was a really tame and quiet. I prayed hard sunday asking for patience to be granted to me. So for this week, kept smiliong at little things, keep making jokes, I make sure I kept myself calm.