Fate says we're together.

Sometimes, I wish that I can fast forward my life. Just to sit in a room for an hour by myself and fast forward my life to see where I will be. Mostly, I think about my love life. Who would be my husband? But surprisingly, if I am day dreaming, I always think of myself as a single mom. Don't know why. I always do. But thinking of myself in a reality sense, I always want a husband. I told one of my friends the other day that I wished that it was easier to find the one you suppose to be with. I told her that I wish we were given a card with the name and address of the guy. It would be alot easier.

Some guys are such tricksters that I am afraid to make a decision and choose the one that is very bad to me. Of course, the guys that I choose to like always have a girlfriend and the others that like me are very spoil.

I have been single for a while by choice. I made the decision that the guy that I choose, I must have some kind of deep feelings for. I have dated a few guys, kissed a few guys but none that I would call a boyfriend.

"Fate is a misconseption, it's only a cover-up for the fact you don't have control over your own life."

"Fate leads the willing and drags along the unwilling."

"How a person masters his fate is more important than what his fate is."

I wonder sometimes if it is silly to believe in fate, and that it is better to take a risk and live your life, but the guys I have met are not worth risking.

I believe in miracles

Yes, I have witnessed a miracles. The Soca Warriors are going to Germany.

I am not a big football fan but I am proud and happy that they have done so good. Not good. They did wonderful.

Time to drink now, tomorrow is no work.

Truth behold

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

I really wonder if this test result is true.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Some parts of this result is very true.

Where Your Friends At

I have been actually delaying myself from making a post. I just felt that I must have something to say first before I make another post. These days I realised the main thing (amongst other things) on my mind is about friends. I do not claim to have any friends though the friends I have believe that I do. But actually, I believe that they are few. The silly thing is that I am very friendly, and I will always talk to you if you had spoken. Even if I liked you or not, I can not deny the fact that I heard you speak. I always like making new friends. I like to see what other people have to offer and me to them.
Recently, two of my girl friends made the comment that I have alot of male friends. Probably, I do. I don't even know for sure. I believe that it is about the same. Each one of my friends represent a different part of my personality. But the one thing, I really do not have is a best friend. That one true friend. I have, yes, good, caring friends but not that best friend. I had one when I was young. Yes, she was good and caring but as we got older, she was more using me. I saw that early but for her being two years older than me, I never really speak up for myself. Though I have no problem speaking up for others in need. So, now I only see her when she needs something. Which I don't really have a problem. I became accustom to her not being there. I never confide in her. Old as I am and young as I was, I never did. Pen, paper and my mirror holds all my secrets. And God.
But I also believe that the people that I meet over the Internet know me better that ones in real life as they are exposed to more of me. But I am working on showing my friends more of me by showing them the poetry that I write every now and again. So life isnt over yet, I can always find a best friend. There is always hope.