Saturday, February 26, 2005

My Brain





Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


Thursday, February 24, 2005

I Hate Hoggish People

Do you guys understand that terminology "hoggish". Well, before I start, this post will have some obscence language used within it. So I will say sorry now to anyone you might find that I swear too much.

My day at work was spoiled by a cunt.

I called this morning at a place to query something. So politely I asked my question. The lady started to shout and scold me. I already knew that employees at that place was hoggish or unfriendly but I guess I didn't understand to what degrees this person was at. On a scale of 1 to 10, she was 100. 100 being a really fucking bitch. I tried my best and succeed at keeping my cool. I made this call a while after 8 this morning. Hoping that the employees weren't at their hoggish ways as yet, but to see at that time, they can be a cunt, makes me wonder. And the fucking thing about is that I have to go there tomorrow. I hope that things will go at a mellow level. I really don't want to spoil a Friday and a weekend. Funking Cunt.

Oh yes! I really needed that post. I was upset for the whole day. I don't like to quarrel with people so I really really needed to let it out. I some kind of way I feel better. But I doubt I do.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Reflecting

At the beginning of this post, I had a very good topic to typed about. But then, my mom was talking to me and the idea just started to slip until it was gone. Even though I had started to type, I couldn't get back my flow of thought. So I just backspaced everything.

But before that thought, I was listening to a song and wondered where they get their inspiration and creativity. These days I am searching within myself. I am just searching to see what I will find, what I will like about me and what I will hate. But the best why to see your myself is through another one's perspective. But whose's perspective will you value. It is very easy to dismiss one's comments who you dislike and take to heart remarks from a love one. I know what I am at this moment and all I can be is happy. This is the happiest I have ever been about myself. I wouldn't for anything say "in my life".

While I am at work, and have nothing to do which is sort of rare these days, I write. I write to appear busy. These are some of the things I wrote. Well, they may not make sense but I was just writing for appearance purposes.

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(1)
"What if, What if"

What if, what if
A phrase I hate to
Start my thoughts with.
What if cannot bring
Change to my past.
Only pain and more
regret for the future.

What if, what if
A phrase I used to
Explain and express my dreans.
What if can summons
My desires and shine
Light on my dreams.

(2)
I Rise

The day I rise and I understand who I am is the day I found myself.
My search from now is to understand me, believe inme, be happy with me.
My goal is to make accomplishments I am or will be happy or proud of.
It is me to live my life.
To make decisions and choices according to me.

(3)
What I See

I am standing on a stair which makrs "career". This is where I make my decision. What carrer appeals to me? Which fiel will be rewarding? I need to have an idea at least.

(4)
Peace At Night

I smile into the sky
As I step into the ocean.
As I walk to the horizon
My fingertips playfully
graze the surface.
I smule at the sky
Just one last time
As I carry myself
Below the horizon.

(5)
Night's Eyes

Standing, looking up in the sky,
I saw the beautiful night sky eyes.
I look past these eyes
And into my own soul.
I heard a depress sigh
With a face that is glowing.
I felt to fly into the sky and swim
Amongst these beautiful eyes.

(6)
Do

What is there to do when there is nothing to do. Now I feel notice. Big red sign I am. Flashing its bright colours.

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At the end of this posting session, I remembered what I orginially wanted to say but I changed my mind.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Nerd I Am Not


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Bye Bye Carnival

Bye bye Carnival! See you next year, god willing!

Ah yes, Carnival. It was good as usual. I think I have to start doing more stuff when It coming around to Carnival. Like going some fetes and playing some mud mas. But that is just a thought. I like to spectate and not take part.