Quote

I saw my mummy wrote this down. She don't remember where she down it down from but I found that it was very interesting.

"Knowing others lead to wisdom, knowing the self leads to Englightment, mastering others requires force, mastering the self call for inner strength."

Do we possess that inner strength?

Things from my journal

My Writing

Where I find that place in my mind that brings clarity and complete understanding for a moment of my life.

What I Know

Life has to have a plan even though you didn't draw it or don't want to draw it. Living about aimlessly will result in nothing. Nothing worth remembering and nothing worth cherishing. Find a purpose, know your mission and live your life.

Me

My Mission

To live life simple and happy to find joy joy and comfort from anyone.

My Purpose

To find something I know is waiting on me.

Strategic Plan

To grasp opportunities that will result in being as a successfull decision.

Poetry Time Again

To Write

To write is to breathe.
My fingers run across
The blank page of my journal.
While my hand feel the
Smoothness of the beautiful pen.
I stare unto nowhere
As I organize my thoughts.
For that moment
I will stop lying to myself.

Poetry Time Again

Love Loss

He comes home every night,
And meets me already sleeping.
This way I can cry all my tears
Without him seeing any of them.
I felt him look at me,
And I know he saw
My slow slumber breathing.
But if he had look at my face,
He would see that my eyes
Are shut too tight to be gently sleeping.
I felt his body come next to mine.
I felt no heat, no warmth, no love.
Time has passed since he held me.
Time has passed since he talked to me.
But I am not in denial.
I know that the love we had is no more.
I wished that he can confirm my feeling.
That way I know my reality true.
That way I can sleep knowing the full truth.

Psalm 48

I read psalm 48 which is for hope and the last line of the psalm read "For this God is our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide even unto death." I just meant something to me to made up this pic. Soon, I got to put it on my wall.

The way

I often wonder sometimes why I am the way I am. But a strong part of me doesn't wish to change. Life is too complicated sometimes to add that into the mix. We all have to be happy the best way we know we can be. If we don't know how to yet we will find it someday. It is there, it is just that we haven't identify it was that as yet.

Anyhoo ...

This is about me watching tv and then starting to think. I saw this commerical for Ms. Spears perfume. I didn't think it was perfume until the end. There was a part of the commerical that made me think when she said "he did something crazy" and he shot an arrow into her back. Then it came up "Fantasy". Oh my gosh. That was a sick and twisted fantasy that I want no part of.

Anyhoo, I was thinking about my neighbour and about the way he says he deal with people that might have done him some shit. He says "Just kill them with niceness". It was his advice to me when I was telling him something. I remembered thinking, "that wouldnt work one fuck for me. if my ass dont like you, I aint wasting my strength to be kind." But, I am not a mean person. I will just stay out of this person way.

I like swans

I had this pic was my desktop pic for a while. I find that it was so graceful and peaceful. It have been so long since I wrote something. I know that my mind isn't crammed with thoughts but it have a few nagging ones. I just don't want to address them as yet. All I looking for these days is fun, and I don't even want to be stress with my thoughts. But soon I will be posting again. Writing my poems and my short notes of clarity. But for the moment, I am glad that pictures can calm me down.