I know that life is unfair but things with me isnt really unfair. It is just that some things in my life need to change. For one, my job needs to change. I am a person that likes and needs to be settle. I like to fall into a groove of doing the same things everyday with one or two days something different happening. Not where every single day some shit happens! There is always a constant change and it has me really restless and really hyper. I feel like if I can cry but I just want to relax and have fun this weekend. But I know that I will be home, doing nothing. It is sad, but very true.
Life is fair, just some moments are shit!
Friday, January 27, 2006
Monday, January 23, 2006
Contact fitting day
Well today was the fitting for the contacts. I must say it was a little funny. The lady came in and she told me to lend my head back against the wall. Open your eyes wide. They always say that and my eyes are wide open. So, she says look straight forward. Look down. Then she push that thing in my right eye. My eyes were watering, and I was only blinkiing. Then she place the other contact in my left eye. My eyes were still watering and she was only telling to look down. So she place me to sit outside with my mom. I couldnt blink my left eye cause the contact wasnt feeling well in that eye.
So, I decide to blink cause I need to get some water out my eyes. Flop. Out went the contact. That was funny. I tell you, I can laugh, giggle and smile at anything I called funny. So she put it back in and told me to keep looking down. Then I blink again. Flop. so we went back in her office.
She change the contact in my left again but it flop out again.
So the decision now again is to come back on Wednesday to a different branch to testing with some different contacts. If those dont work, I have to go to a professional and have them design contacts for me. Surprisingly, I heard that but I was still happy.
If you was wondering why the contact in the left eye flop out is because that eye is mid-keratoconus. So the shape of the corena is so steep that the contact not fit on my eye.
So, I decide to blink cause I need to get some water out my eyes. Flop. Out went the contact. That was funny. I tell you, I can laugh, giggle and smile at anything I called funny. So she put it back in and told me to keep looking down. Then I blink again. Flop. so we went back in her office.
She change the contact in my left again but it flop out again.
So the decision now again is to come back on Wednesday to a different branch to testing with some different contacts. If those dont work, I have to go to a professional and have them design contacts for me. Surprisingly, I heard that but I was still happy.
If you was wondering why the contact in the left eye flop out is because that eye is mid-keratoconus. So the shape of the corena is so steep that the contact not fit on my eye.
Twenty Five Answers
Ok. I answer most questions.
1. I am most of the times. so yes and no
2. Finding a guy to love me and who I will love back
3. Just being alive at times to experience and meet different people.
4. My ability to laugh at the little things in life.
5. My bad eyesight
6. Their neediness at times
7. I am from Trinidad (and Tobago)
8. someone honest, loving, trustworthing, caring and respectful. and of course funny. I love to laugh
9. I never did that before
10. if so, why?
11. if not, why?
12. I dont want to answer
13. I dont want to answer
14. Well the fact that I have to, and that when I go to work, I will get pay.
15. In a job that I will be happy with and a loving boyfriend/husband. You know... whatever.
16. To take better care of myself
17. Nobody to bother me with shit
18. I dont want to answer
19. I dont want to answer
20. Girlfriends, Gilmore Girls, I have lost track of most shows to tell you the truth.
21. Gabrielle Union, Morris Chestnut, Vin Diesel,
22. Mary J. Blige - The Breakthrough
23. Quiet, Loner, Generous
24. Leo
25. Staying true to me and finding out different things about me
1. I am most of the times. so yes and no
2. Finding a guy to love me and who I will love back
3. Just being alive at times to experience and meet different people.
4. My ability to laugh at the little things in life.
5. My bad eyesight
6. Their neediness at times
7. I am from Trinidad (and Tobago)
8. someone honest, loving, trustworthing, caring and respectful. and of course funny. I love to laugh
9. I never did that before
10. if so, why?
11. if not, why?
12. I dont want to answer
13. I dont want to answer
14. Well the fact that I have to, and that when I go to work, I will get pay.
15. In a job that I will be happy with and a loving boyfriend/husband. You know... whatever.
16. To take better care of myself
17. Nobody to bother me with shit
18. I dont want to answer
19. I dont want to answer
20. Girlfriends, Gilmore Girls, I have lost track of most shows to tell you the truth.
21. Gabrielle Union, Morris Chestnut, Vin Diesel,
22. Mary J. Blige - The Breakthrough
23. Quiet, Loner, Generous
24. Leo
25. Staying true to me and finding out different things about me
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Posting
How many love to flirt? OH I do! Me, I do! I love to flirt. I like making other guys smile.
All
Not everyone can flirt or put it off lightly that they like someone. No reason to force something that you don't have naturally.
Anyhoo, I saw this LESSON OF THE DOG on a site and decide that wanted to share it with you.
LESSON OF THE DOG
If a dog were your teacher, you would learn things like:
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure
ecstasy.
When it's in your best interest, practice obedience.
Let others know when they've invaded your territory.
Take naps and stretch before rising.
Run, romp, and play daily.
Thrive on attention and let people touch you.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
On hot days, drink lots of water and lie down under a shady tree.
When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.
No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout; run right back and make friends.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough.
Be loyal.
Never pretend to be something you're not.
And most of all... If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it .
All
Not everyone can flirt or put it off lightly that they like someone. No reason to force something that you don't have naturally.
Anyhoo, I saw this LESSON OF THE DOG on a site and decide that wanted to share it with you.
LESSON OF THE DOG
If a dog were your teacher, you would learn things like:
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure
ecstasy.
When it's in your best interest, practice obedience.
Let others know when they've invaded your territory.
Take naps and stretch before rising.
Run, romp, and play daily.
Thrive on attention and let people touch you.
Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
On hot days, drink lots of water and lie down under a shady tree.
When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.
No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout; run right back and make friends.
Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough.
Be loyal.
Never pretend to be something you're not.
And most of all... If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it .
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Career test
I did a career test and that was my result. I have actually consider being an artist, being a novelist and graphic designer. This test was more or less accurate.
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You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
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You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
- Artist
- Historian
- Banker
- Novelist
- University Professor
- Photographer
- Vet
- Paralegal
- Graphic Designer
- Online Content Developer
- Webmaster
- Producer
- Managing Director
- Nutritionist
- Advertising
- Nursing
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don�t like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.
You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.
You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don�t get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don�t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.
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